I can't think of anything to write about. I've been struggling so much lately putting my thoughts into words. I'm not sure if it's because I'm distracted. I don't feel distracted but I don't feel like I can express my thoughts clearly and concisely.
It's frustrating! I've never been a very regular blogger, but I always felt like when I wrote a post, there was some kind of point to it, but I have started and saved so many blogs in the last few months and about halfway through each one of them, I get to a point where I start to ask myself, "what am I even talking about here?". I'm hitting the same point about now, but I've decided if I never finish another blog I might as well just close this stupid account.
One of the reasons I haven't chosen to do that is because I think I'm better at writing thoughts than saying them, and if I'm ever going to be an instructor, I'm going to need tools to help me hone these skills. The problem being that if I don't use the tools, then they're useless anyways. I'm going to have to come up with some kind of way to make myself accountable to my journalling. I know I can do it, I just need to put in the effort. *sigh*
