Busy to Full

This week I've been thinking a lot about perspective. These past couple of months I've found myself a bit overwhelmed by the responsibilities I've taken on. There are a lot of things going on for me right now. I changed my work schedule down to 6 hours a day. I was trying to work a full time schedule and maybe jumped into work with a bit too much gusto. I've had some physical difficulties, outside of the usual ones. I've got a bit of plantar fasciitis in my feet. I've got a possible ulcer in my left eye (and I have to wait until Dec. to find out), and some neck problems.

When I read Ms. Berstreisers post this week, I was thinking about how lucky I am to have the life I do. I don't necessarily have a busy life, I have a full life. I have so many things in my life to be grateful for, although they may at some points cause me to struggle. Those struggles have helped me become who I am, and I feel rich.

I have a job where people try their best to understand my situation. It is casual enough that if I'm feeling really poopy one day, I can just let them know. I have wonderfully supportive family, and friends that help me through these struggles. I have a welcoming home with a great kitty (hopefully another coming soon). I've got a passion that makes me feel fulfilled. I've been fortunate enough to have amazing role models throughout my life that have taught me to take advantage of the opportunities that life provides me with. And I have a wonderful team of like-minded, supportive, empathetic individuals that help me along on my journey and give me the opportunity to help them along on theirs.

Some days I may go to bed and find it difficult to sleep because I've got too much on the mind. But next time, I'll take comfort in the fact that most of the things I struggle with, are things that I choose, because they are important to me. I have a long journey still ahead, and the choices I make today, will affect who I become and I feel like I'm on a good path.

“You have power over your mind - not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength.”
― Marcus Aurelius, Meditations